tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33639579657665520772024-03-13T15:42:37.097-07:00inspireawwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-28575187760549059262010-01-09T12:53:00.000-08:002010-01-09T12:56:05.722-08:00Dil Ibadat - Tum Mile - Lyrics And English TranslationDil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai <br />My heart saying a prayer <br /><br />Dhadkane Meri Sun <br />Listen to my heartbeats <br /><br />Tujhko Main Kar Loon Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun <br />It keeps chanting I will get you <br /><br />Zindgi Ki Shakh Se Loon Kuchh Hasin Pal Mein Chun <br />I will choose few beautiful branches from the tree of life <br /><br />Tujhko Main Kar Loo Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun <br />I will get you <br /><br />Jo Bhi Jitne Pal Jeeyu <br />Every moment I live <br /><br />Unhe Tere Sang Jeeyu <br />I will live with you <br /><br />Jo Bhi Kal Ho Ab Mera <br />Whatever tomorrows I have left with <br /><br />Use Tere Sang Jeeyu <br />I will live them with you <br /><br />Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo <br />Every breath I take <br /><br />Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo <br />I will take it with you <br /><br />Chahe Jo Ho Rasta <br />Whatever the road is <br /><br />Use Tere Sang Chalu <br />I will walk with you <br /><br />Mujhko De Tu Mit Jaane <br />Let me break down <br /><br />Ab Khudse Dil Mil Jaane <br />Meet my heart with myself <br /><br />Kyu Hai Yeh Itna Fasla <br />Why you are so far <br /><br />Lamhe Yeh Phir Naa Aane <br />These moments will not come again <br /><br />Inko Tu Naa De Jaane <br />Please do not let them go <br /><br />Tu Mujh Pe Khudko De Loota <br />Give yourself to me <br /><br />Tujhe Tujhse Tod Loo <br />I will detach you from yourself <br /><br />Kahi Khudse Jod Loo <br />Attach it to myself <br /><br />Mere Jism O Jaan Main Aa <br />My body and soul <br /><br />Teri Khusboo Odh Loo <br />I will fill with your scent <br /><br />Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo <br />Every breath I take <br /><br />Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo <br />I will take it with you <br /><br />Chahe Jo Ho Rasta <br />Whatever the road is <br /><br />Use Tere Sang Chalu <br />I will walk with you <br /><br />Bahoon Main De Bas Jaane <br />Let me live in your arms <br /><br />Seene Main De Chhup Jaane <br />Will get lost in your heart <br /><br />Tujh Bin Main Jaaun To Kahan <br />Where shall I go without you <br /><br />Tujhse He Mujhe Ko Paane <br />With you I will see <br /><br />Yaado Ke Woh Nazrane <br />All the beautiful memories <br /><br />Ek Jinpe Hak Ho Bas Mera <br />Of which, only I have right <br /><br />Teri Yaado Main Rahoo <br />I will live in your memories <br /><br />Tere Khwabo Main Jagoo <br />Will awake to your dreams <br /><br />Mujhe Doondhe Jab Koi <br />When someone look for me <br /><br />Teri Aankho Main Milu <br />They will find me in your eyes <br /><br />Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo <br />Every breath I take <br /><br />Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo <br />I will take it with you <br /><br />Chahe Jo Ho Rasta <br />Whatever the road is <br /><br />Use Tere Sang Chalu <br />I will walk with youawwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com30tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-89514653699988837852009-10-06T14:16:00.000-07:002009-10-06T14:20:15.946-07:00furaana edheny hama ekani kalaa ahtakaamaayoos kamuga dhiri mihury..<br />maaayoos kamugaa.. dhiri mihury...<br />loibbah takaa.. nafusah baareh nethas..<br /><br />furaana edheny hama ekani kalaa ah takaa..x3<br /><br />huvafeny aalamehggaa.. hama himeyn <br />veeme ethakeh rey thibaa yaa ekugaa..<br /><br />leyfavethi manzil gaey.. foni raahathugaey,,,<br /><br />mee hindhukolheh ge ufalah viyas<br />loibbah takaa.. nafusah baareh nethas..<br /><br />furaana edheny hama ekani kalaa ah takaa<br /><br />kurevidhaa haa kushunney <br />hiy ronee.. naamaan hiyaneegaa vumunney qaidgaa..<br />vee bandhevi majuboorakun<br />gadhafadha baarakun..<br /><br />mialhuge haalu hurigoiy viyas<br />maayoos kamuga dhiri mihuree<br />loaibbah takaa.. nafusah baareh nethas..<br />furaana edheny... hama ekani kalaa ah takaa..awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-70717002469285368042009-09-27T14:25:00.000-07:002009-09-27T14:29:09.292-07:00Kabhi alvida na kehnaTranslated Lyrics<br />Male:<br />Tumko Bhi, Hai Khabar, Mujhko Bhi Hai Pataa<br />You And I Know<br />Ho Raha, Hai Juda, Donon Ka, Raasta<br />That Our Paths Are Separating<br />Door Jaake Bhi Mujhse, Tum Meri Yaadon Mein Rehna<br />You'll Live In My Memories Even After You're Gone<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Never Say Goodbye<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br /><br />Female:<br />Tumko Bhi, Hai Khabar, Mujhko Bhi Hai Pataa<br />Ho Raha, Hai Juda, Donon Ka, Raasta<br />Door Jaake Bhi Mujhse, Tum Meri Yaadon Mein Rehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br /><br />Female:<br />Jitni Thi Khushiyan, Sab Kho Chuki Hai<br />Whatever Happiness We Had Is Lost<br /><br />Bas Ek Gham Hai Ke Jaata Nahin<br />Now There's Only A Sadness Which Won't Go Away<br /><br />Male:<br />Samjha Ke Dekha , Behla Ke Dekha<br />I Tried To Make It Understand, I Tried To Reason With It<br /><br />Dil Hai Ke Chain Is Ko Aata Nahin<br />But This Heart Is Such That It Can't Find Any Peace<br /><br />Aata Nahin<br />Female:<br />Ansoon Hai Ke Hai Angaare<br />Are These Tears Or Live Coals<br /><br />Aag Hai Ab Ankhon Se Behna<br />It Feels Like Fire Rains From My Eyes<br /><br />Male:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Female:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br /><br />Male:<br />Ruth Aa Rahi Hai, Ruth Jaa Rahi Hai<br />Seasons Come And Go<br /><br />Dard Ka Mausam Badla Nahin<br />But The Season Of Pain Doesn't Change<br /><br />Female:<br />Rang Ye Gham Ka, Itna Hai Gehra<br />The Colors Of Misery Are So Deep<br /><br />Sadiyon Bhi Hoga Halka Nahin<br />They Won't Fade For Centuries<br /><br />Halka Nahin<br />Male:<br />Kaun Jaane Kya Hona Hai<br />Who Knows What's Going To Happen?<br /><br />Humko Hai Ab Kya Kya Sehna<br />And What Else We Have To Endure<br /><br />Female:<br />Kabhi Alvida<br />Male:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Female:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br /><br />Male:<br />Tumko Bhi Hai Khabar, Mujhko Bhi Hai Pata<br />Female:<br />Ho Raha, Hai Juda, Donon Ka Raasta<br />Male:<br />Door Jaake Bhi Mujhse, Tum Meri Taadon Mein Rehna<br />Female:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Male:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna<br />Female:<br />Kabhi Alvida Na Kehnaawwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-24033799050883998602009-08-11T04:10:00.001-07:002009-08-11T04:10:47.744-07:00love u too :(<div style="padding:5px;background-color:#F7F3F7;border:1px solid #ccc;width:580px;"><br 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am lost myself in<br />I kept searching my destiny and <br />lost it somewhere in the way<br />Somewhere there is intoxication in our meetings<br />She keeps smacking the lips at every talk<br />The breeze says, <br />where there is my earth, the sky<br />Where are you, <br />my laughter, my happiness, my world<br />I don't know where that world is, <br />I don't know if it exists or not<br />Where my life is not so angry at meawwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-62411754462500019772009-08-10T03:47:00.000-07:002009-08-10T03:52:13.372-07:00just a bitjust give me a little corner in your heart…<br /><br />and just make me feel your own, just a bit…<br /><br />and just decorate your dreams with me, my love…<br /><br />and please make me a part of your thoughts…<br /><br />for i love you beyond limits, my love…<br /><br />and i am all for you, beyond your imagination, <br /><br />my love!<br /><br />i can win this world and place it on your feet…<br /><br />for my love knows no barriers…<br /><br />and there isn’t anyone else but me, so deeply in love with you…<br /><br />you are the ultimate wish of my life…<br /><br />please speak the words, which hide in your heart… <br /><br />please tell me what you desire…)<br /><br /><br />please don’t keep anything from me…<br /><br />trust me, my dear one…awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-50873096692281731332009-06-23T04:14:00.000-07:002009-06-23T04:15:08.517-07:00<div style="padding:5px;background-color:#F7F3F7;border:1px solid #ccc;width:580px;"><br /><object width="580" height="370"><br /> <param name="movie" value="http://s3.amazonaws.com/graffitiswf/graffiti_external.swf?random_name=ff61faba10a24ca0a4ec8e6c89c13c69"></param><br /> <embed src="http://s3.amazonaws.com/graffitiswf/graffiti_external.swf?random_name=ff61faba10a24ca0a4ec8e6c89c13c69" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="580" height="370"></embed><br /></object><br /></div>awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-15703576496595949852009-05-24T15:49:00.000-07:002009-08-10T03:41:03.576-07:00Haan tu haiwhich I could never imagine in my dreams and thoughts...<br />that much love you gave me…<br /><br />whenever, wherever I was under rays of troubles…<br />…the shadow of your hair gave me solace<br /><br />yes, you are the one, you are the one in all my words…<br />and you are in my dreams, thoughts and wishes alike…<br /><br />you are in everything I wish for…<br /><br />yeah…<br />we could fall in love…<br /><br />i say…<br />i could fall in love with you…<br /><br />there isn’t a single moment of mine…<br />…which doesn’t have you in it<br /><br />I might fall asleep during these nights..<br />.. but what never sleeps inside me, is the love for you<br /><br />my love for you, never sleeps inside me…<br /><br />it’s your blessing, which I have got from you…<br />… the smile on my lips, which i got from you<br /><br />my face can’t even hide it…<br />what happiness I have gained by getting you, my love<br /><br />the happiness i have gained, by getting you…awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-81154505207598128962008-04-23T02:34:00.001-07:002008-04-23T02:34:41.967-07:00Enter Post Title Here<ul> <li><b>Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.</b> </li> </ul> <div style="padding-right: 0px; padding-left: 0px; float: none; padding-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-top: 0px; display: inline" id="scid:8747F07C-CDE8-481f-B0DF-C6CFD074BF67:888ac257-37c4-49b6-bac5-294260ebf498" class="wlWriterSmartContent"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/leconfus/SA8CqXDdF1I/AAAAAAAAAEk/FdsBmTCBmv0/U16rUNafNmQ9-8x6.jpg?imgmax=800" title="" rel="thumbnail"><img border="0" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/leconfus/SA8Cr3DdF2I/AAAAAAAAAEs/g37Bni30qiE/U16rUNafNmQ9%5B12%5D.png?imgmax=800" /></a></div> <p></p> <p><b>Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.</b></p> <p><b>Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. </b></p> <p><b>When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. </b></p> <p><b>When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. </b> <br /><b>Be engaged at least six months before you get married. </b> <br /><b>Believe in love at first sight.</b><b> </b><b> <br /></b><b>Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. </b> <br /><b>Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. </b> <br /><b>In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. </b> <br /><b>Don't judge people by their relatives.</b> <b> <br /></b><b>Talk slowly but think quickly.</b><b> </b><b> <br /></b><b>When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' </b> <br /><b>Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. </b> <br /><b>Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze. </b> <br /><b>When you lose, don't lose the lesson.</b><b> </b><b> <br /></b><b>Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions. </b> <br /><b>Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. </b> <br /><b>When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. </b> <br /><b>Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice. </b> <br /><b>Spend some time alone.</b></p> awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-74629619893743514402008-04-17T01:57:00.001-07:002008-04-17T02:05:59.926-07:00english translation of the song ‘Pehli nazar mein’<p> </p><p>pehli nazar mein kaisa jaadu kar diya<br /><em>(what magic did that first gaze do to me</em><br />tera ban baitha hai mera jiyaa<br /><em>(the magic that made this heart, yours forever</em><br />jaane kya hoga, kya hoga kya pataa<br /><em>(whatever’s gonna happen now, doesn’t matter to me</em><br />iss pal ko mil ke aa jee lein zaraa<br /><em>(let’s celebrate this moment of love, together</em><br />main hun yahaan, tu hai yahaan<br /><em>(here i am now, and here you are</em><br />meri baahon mein aa, aa bhi jaa<br /><em>(<a href="http://amazon.com/gp/product/025206237X?ie=UTF8&tag=bollywo-20&link_code=em1&camp=212341&creative=384049&creativeASIN=025206237X&adid=6c4e14b2-9318-44bb-8a21-3a29cad937e8" name="025206237X">come into my arms</a>, oh c’mon</em><br />o jaanejaa, <a href="http://amazon.com/gp/product/B000T2GEAE?ie=UTF8&tag=bollywo-20&link_code=em1&camp=212341&creative=384049&creativeASIN=B000T2GEAE&adid=d7544d3c-da7b-49f3-a955-ba81de28199a" name="B000T2GEAE">dono jahaan</a>, meri baahon mein aa, <a href="http://amazon.com/gp/product/B000QP5SJM?ie=UTF8&tag=bollywo-20&link_code=em1&camp=212341&creative=384049&creativeASIN=B000QP5SJM&adid=66795db4-41fd-4037-b626-3b001b9143f1" name="B000QP5SJM">bhool ja</a><br /><em>(oh my dear love, forget this world, by coming into my arms</em><br />o jaanejaa, dono jahaan, meri baahon mein aa, bhool ja</p><p>baby i love you<br />baby i love you</p><p>baby i love you<br />baby i love you, so…</p><p>baby i love you<br />oh, i love you</p><p>i love you<br />i love you so…<br />baby i love you</p><p>har dua mein shaamil tera pyaar hai<br /><em>(you are in each and every prayer of mine</em><br />bin tere lamha bhi dushwaar hai<br /><em>(without you, each moment has no shine…)</em><br />dhadkanon ko tujhse hi tarkaar hai<br /><em>(with you these heartbeats are on cloud nine…)</em></p><p>chhaya suroor hai<em><br />(there’s only love over here…)<br /></em>kuch to zaroor hai<em><br />(definitely something in here…)</em></p><p>har dua mein shaamil tera pyaar hai<em><br /></em>bin tere lamha bhi dushwaar hai<br />dhadkanon ko tujhse hi tarkaar hai<br />tujhse hain raahatein<br />tujhse hain chaahatein<br />tu jo mili, ik din mujhe<em><br /><em>(<a href="http://amazon.com/gp/product/0743250567?ie=UTF8&tag=bollywo-20&link_code=em1&camp=212341&creative=384049&creativeASIN=0743250567&adid=3be0f6de-0890-4e63-869f-a0149dfbdbc2" name="0743250567">since I met you</a>, one fine day…)</em><br /></em>main kahin ho gaya laapataa<em><br /><em>(ever since i was lost in your love….)</em><br /></em>o jaanejaa, dono jahaan, meri baahon mein aa, bhool ja<br />o jaanejaa, dono jahaan, meri baahon mein aa, bhool ja</p><p>kar diya deewana, dard-e-faasle<br /><em>(each moment apart from you, drove me insane..)</em><br />chaen chheena ishq ke ehsaas ne<br /><em>(this feeling of love, brings some pain…)</em><br />bekhayali di hai teri pyaas ne<br /><em>(my thirst for you, makes my thoughts go plain…)</em><br />chhaya suroor hai<br /><em>(there’s only love over here…)</em><br />kuch to zaroor hai<br /><em>(definitely something in here…)</em></p><p>kar diya deewana, dard-e-faasle<br />chaen chheena ishq ke ehsaas ne<br />bekhayali di hai teri pyaas ne<br />chhaya suroor hai<br />kuch to zaroor hai<br />ye dooriyaan, jeene na dein<br /><em>(the distance between us, won’t let me live now…)</em><br />haal mera tujhe na pata<br /><em>(for you, please understand my desire…)</em><br />o jaanejaa, dono jahaan, meri baahon mein aa, bhool ja<br />o jaanejaa, dono jahaan, meri baahon mein aa, bhool ja</p><p>baby i love you<br />baby i love you</p><p>baby i love you<br />baby i love you, so…</p>awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-61512120771110324922008-04-04T06:08:00.001-07:002008-04-04T06:09:42.198-07:00F**K<a href="http://lh4.google.com/leconfus/R_YoTAuNHrI/AAAAAAAAAEI/5tPD5YCo5Pg/__FUCK___by_Psychic_Krow%5B26%5D.jpg"><img alt="__FUCK___by_Psychic_Krow" align="left" src="http://lh4.google.com/leconfus/R_YoUAuNHsI/AAAAAAAAAEM/Bu6aKSrhk-w/__FUCK___by_Psychic_Krow_thumb%5B24%5D.jpg" width="240" height="160" /></a> <p>F**k you for making me feel like this <br />F**k you for making me cry like this <br />F**k you for making me bleed like this <br />F**k you for making me die like this</p> <p> <br />I hate how they make me so jealous <br />Taking you <br />Stealing you <br />Right from my hands <br />Temptation is there <br />No matter how much you try not to stare <br />I can't help but wonder <br />Why I even care <br />It's a never ending fight for me <br />To hold onto reality <br />But thinking of you makes it so much worse <br />You make me worry <br />You make me be things I wish I'd never seen <br />You make me so different <br />It's like I'm not even me <br />Slowly I'm dying <br />But I just can't let go <br />I can't let go of your love <br />Even thought it is true <br />Just the fact that you're not with me <br />Just the fact that you could be with someone else <br />Scares me so much that it's not even funny <br />This isn't some sort of teenage romantic comedy <br />I'm fighting with myself</p> <p>you say everythings fine <br />and you write it all down <br />but everything you've ever said or wrote <br />didnt mean shit <br />i dont want some emission from you <br />i want you to sit down and say it to my face <br />if you just give me it and i read it later <br />nothings ever going to work out <br />i cant be the one who attmpts to break apart what you write <br />im not going to try and figure it out like some lame code <br />everything you've ever done <br />you did it for a reason <br />im not asking for some huge explanation <br />just a simple response <br />tell me why <br />explain to me why everytime i call you, you never want to talk <br />but when i call your friends and talk to them <br />you get mad at me <br />tell me why everytime i get sick <br />you treat me like i cant handle myself <br />do you think i dont know what im doing? <br />explain to me why everytime we fight <br />i get some lame ass note <br />and you think thats going to make it all better <br />tell me why i should forgive you <br />give me one good reason to let this all go <br />and when i admit im wrong <br />you play it off like you knew the entire time <br />i dont understand <br />how your petty things make this huge ordeal straight <br />explain to me  why i should let it go <br />and forgive at this rate <br />well fuck you <br />because honestly i dont understand</p> awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-38393966571600140402008-02-14T00:01:00.000-08:002008-02-14T00:19:43.654-08:00<<<<<<<<<<<< ...WORST QUOTES... >>>><div align="center"><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;">No smile is more beautiful than the one that struggles through tears<br /><br />There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there<br />I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care<br /><br />I want to be remembered as the one who<br />Always smiles even when his heart is broken,<br />And the one who would always brighten up your day<br />Even when he couldn�t brighten up his own<br /><br />The past may hurt, but you can either run from it...<br />Or learn from it, the choice is up to you.<br /><br />Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow,<br />Sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out with tears<br /><br />Have a good cry, wash out your heart. If you keep it inside it'll tear you apart. Sometimes you lose, but you're going to win if you just hang in.<br /><br />The loneliest feeling in the world to be crying and no one is there for you.<br /><br />I feel oh-so-forgotten, so betrayed and so alone,<br />without a trace of forgiveness, and no soul to call my own<br /><br />So sorry for the person I became.<br />So sorry that it took so long for me to change.<br />I'm ready to try and never become that way again<br />Cause who I am hates who I've been.<br /><br />I�m mad at myself, not at you. I�m mad for always being nice,<br />always apologizing for things I didn't do...<br /><br />Tired of trying, sick of crying<br />Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying...<br /><br />It's like taking me to the highest mountain,<br />showing me the world, and saying<br />this is what you can't have.<br /><br />I don't use excuses, don't ask why<br />It's just a breakdown, it happens all the time<br />So get out of my face, don't even try<br />You want to help me? Just let me cry<br /><br />My heart has been beaten and bruised<br />and I'm pretty fucking confused, & I always expect to lose.<br />I'll explain it all to you through alcohol and bad tattoos<br />If I talk and I laugh too loud its because I'm trying to forget that I'm sad,<br />because some things can get pretty bad, but I'd like to believe<br />that somewhere I'll find you going nowhere... and we'll go there together<br /><br />Feelings I used to have aren't there,<br />And for the first time in so long,<br />I really just don't care...<br /><br />I want to be remembered as the man who always smiled<br />even when his heart was broken and the one who could always<br />brighten up your day even if he couldn't brighten his own.<br /><br />Lie to me and tell me everything's okay,<br />because soon there will come a day<br />when I wont be here for you to tell me<br />that when I'm with you, you're happy...<br /><br />My heart is on my sleeve<br />I wear it like a bruise or black eye<br />My badge, my witness<br />That means that I believed<br />Every single lie you said...<br /><br />My heart is on my sleeve<br />I wear it like a bruise or black eye<br />My badge, my witness<br />That means that I believed<br />Every single lie you said...<br /><br />I didn't want to admit it, it was easier to lie,<br />And hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry<br /><br />When will it be my turn, when will I ever get anything in return?<br /><br />Why must I be the one to suffer all this pain,<br /><br />and yet in the end have nothing to gain?<br /><br />So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face,<br />Not this fucking wreck that's taken its place<br /><br />Everyone's going to hurt you sooner or later you<br />just have to decide who's worth going through the pain<br /><br />Sometimes when I say �Oh, I�m fine� I want someone<br />to look me in the eyes & say �tell the truth�<br /><br />I'll write your name on a bullet so everyone will know<br />You were the last thing to go through my mind<br /><br />My eyes burn from these tears<br />You think you'd learn over these years<br />Good things won't last forever.<br /><br />I�m tired of hiding behind these lying eyes<br />I�m tired of this smile that I don�t even recognize<br /><br />When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you.<br />And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too...<br /><br />If you ask yourself the question, is it really worth the pain?<br />The answer might surprise you because the sun is worth the rain.<br /><br />Pain doesn't hurt if it's all you've ever felt.<br /><br />The darkest skies have the brightest stars<br /><br />tears are the words my heart<br />uses to explain when even my<br />fake smiles cant cover up my pain<br /><br />I lock away the pain put away the fears<br />show you only smiles not the hidden tears<br /><br />The room starts to spin as I lay on the floor.<br />I�m used to the chills; I�ve had them before.<br />I begin to drift away as my eyes begin to close.<br />Once again hiding what nobody knows.<br />I wake to a shouting voice; it's time for me to go;<br />Another day of hiding secrets that no one will ever know<br /><br />I cannot forget, Refuse to regret<br />So glad I met you,<br /><br />Take my breath away<br />Make everyday<br /><br />Worth all of the pain<br />that I have gone through<br /><br /><br />There's nothing that feels worse than feeling like you weren't<br />good enough for the person that meant everything to you...<br /><br />If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree, then argue with me.<br />If you don't like, then say it to me. But don't keep silent and judge me.<br /><br />You haven't felt pain until you can't feel it anymore.<br /><br />Such rage that you could scream<br />All the stars right out of the sky<br />And destroy the prettiest starry night<br />Every evening that I die.<br /><br />You can't see when I'm hurting<br />You'll never be able to notice the pain<br />It feels like everyone else<br />Is sitting in the sunshine<br />While I'm drowning in the rain<br /><br />You can't hurt someone unless you really mean something to them<br /><br />It's not how bad the problem is, but how<br />badly it's hurting the person who has it<br /><br />It's hard to answer the question<br />"What's wrong?" when nothings right...<br /><br />I wish I could find out what's<br />wrong with me.. So I can say,<br />This is the way that I used to be...<br /><br />Not all scars show, not all wounds heal<br />Sometimes you can't always see<br />The pain someone feels<br /><br />When the last teardrop falls<br />I will stand tall<br />And hold onto the memories<br />Of how you used to be<br /></span></em></div>awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3363957965766552077.post-84646747274781635552007-12-31T13:36:00.000-08:002007-12-31T14:51:04.477-08:00Perfect Love - Loving without Fear or Expectation<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj3xqgPk3tfDF9N52lKwhd6-b5CBxXhC1bCQiznPwEIC4fkzOADh-i4PDtpMCtfPKgnh8fhJPaynjQRB_P-icvq6MpAzyE0knI0AjS8XkbTeVPoEulQefGig7jlY9uVjfyAZUIyI94zpQD/s1600-h/385205846_287a3d4813.jpg"><em><span style="color:#ffffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150255555794398706" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj3xqgPk3tfDF9N52lKwhd6-b5CBxXhC1bCQiznPwEIC4fkzOADh-i4PDtpMCtfPKgnh8fhJPaynjQRB_P-icvq6MpAzyE0knI0AjS8XkbTeVPoEulQefGig7jlY9uVjfyAZUIyI94zpQD/s320/385205846_287a3d4813.jpg" border="0" /></span></em></a><em><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /><br />Sometimes we hate what we used to love. We think that which we love is unworthy of our love because it has let us down greatly in some way or another. We feel like withdrawing all our love and give it to somewhere else that is more worthy to receive. It might be true that we’re in love with the wrong person, but it could also be true that we ourselves are not yet right to love that person. The negative situation we experience is meant to help us discover ourselves and what loving unconditionally really means.<br /><br />Hate is an emotion that is meant to be used as an aggressive defense against any form of evil. It is a destructive force against anything that is destructive towards you. When you feel hate or anger, it just means that someone is doing something that hurts you. It is a form of self love that seeks to protect you and severe anything that isn’t beneficial for you. </span></em><em><span style="color:#ffffff;">There is nothing wrong with the way you feel because your emotions serve as a feedback and motivating force to move towards that which is good in life.<br /><br />It is when you understand what your emotions are telling you, and the reason why you feel that way, that enables you to truly resolve everything in your inner world. The reason why you feel hate and anger is because the person is doing something that hurts you. Your love for yourself repels against such an act. You feel unacknowledged, unappreciated or somehow mistreated in one way or another by the other person. Therefore you seek to redress the wrong or undeserved suffering caused by that person.<br /><br />You may think that the person is no longer right for you to love or relate with, and you are right coming from the level of consciousness where you are at. But when you discover something beyond that, you may turn your entire perspective around and feel totally different. You see, the reason why you feel unacknowledged is because you need acknowledgement from that person. The reason why you feel unappreciated is because you need appreciation from that person. You need something that is lacking.<br /><br />You feel mistreated because you require that person to treat you in a certain way. It is when that person isn’t being or doing what you expect, that you feel disappointed in loving him or her. You wonder why should you continue being so good and nice to that person when you are being treated so unfairly in return. What you may not realize is how conditional your love for that person really is. You have so many conditions and requirements on what that person should be or do in order for you to love him or her.<br /><br />Sometimes, the only way to resolve a friendship or relationship problem is to bring it to an end. When we are in a friendship or relationship, we tend to have an expectation of mutual appreciation, acknowledgment and love expressions. That is the way a normal friendship is supposed to be right? Yes, that’s how it is supposed to be. But a true friendship does not have any suppositions or expectations of what the friendship should be like. True friendship can exist even when the parties are not normal friends.<br /><br />What happens when the relationship or friendship with the person has ended in the normal sense? There is no longer an expectation or need for that person to give you acknowledgment, appreciation or anything for that matter. The same goes for you as well. You no longer need to give that person anything at all. But now you are in a space where if you feel love, appreciation and kindness for that person, you can still give it if you wish. You can now give out of a heart that is totally free and unconditional.<br /><br />That is the irony of a true friendship that exists without a friendship in the normal sense of the word. You can’t feel unappreciated when you do not need appreciation. You can’t feel unacknowledged when you do not need acknowledgement. You can’t be mistreated when you do not need the person to treat you in a certain way. Most of all, you can’t be hurt when there’s nothing the person can do to make you feel hurt. Because now that person can’t take anything from you or give you what you already have.<br /><br />When you feel true love for another, the love you have is not your own, but it is God expressing through you. You may feel anger, hurt and resentment because of your expectation of how that person should treat you. But when all those expectations and requirements are gone, what is left is the pure unconditional love that is always present beneath it all. Everything else is just meant for you to discover where you are being conditional and limited in your heart. But when you let go, you can love totally.<br /><br />You don’t need to end the friendship or relationship in the literal sense, but you just need to imagine what’s it like being a true friend or being loving when the friendship or relationship isn’t required. True love is free without needing anything in return. To truly love is to love unconditionally, without judgment of that which you love. There is no fear in perfect love. Whoever that fears is not yet made perfect in love. When you love perfectly, you do not judge yourself or the other because you accept both completely.<br /><br />Love yourself for all that you are because you are worth it. From the place of complete self love and self acceptance, you are able to love another with an unconditional heart. Because you do not need anything back. Therefore you can’t be hurt at all. You can love without fear. Remember the saying, “Work like you don’t need the money, dance like no one’s watching and love like you’ve never been hurt before”. Love like you’ve never been hurt before. It is the pure, fearless and unconditional giving of yourself.</span></em>awwamshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10556310275200964591noreply@blogger.com1